LO-VE, just a four letter word. Thats all i thought about love. packing my bag and exiting from my home. Bye mom. "You've got money right??" Yeah i said and went out.
I never believed one can fall in love, like those love stories shown in the movies. Yeah movies were the only place LOVE existed. Isn't it just lust or that sexual attraction??When I see a girl [i mean with a beautiful face] while walking, i slip, I fall in love, and that's till i see another one of those god's creation that give a reason for a man to stay clean.
Thinking this i took my phone from my pocket to plug in my earphone and i saw her missed call . Just couldn't stop smiling. As time passes, we grow up and experience life, many things happen. many people come and go. Some stay for season some for a reason and some for the rest of your life. And I had this feeling on my stomach that this girl had come to stay for ever.
That boy who used to tease his friends for being in love, now had no idea where his heart was. Now LOVE was more than a four letter word to me. The boy who didn't bother to call his friends until he'd to ask for a DVD or a note copy, sent sms only to wish new year or birthdays, is now having a four hour phone conversation with a girl. And only thing we'd talk were about curry we'd, and still it sounded much more logical. I'd got someone to share everything, what i ate what i did that day, what what happened in college, everything. she'd even guess my mood by my tone. I couldn't even lie, and that was all i ever wanted. I guess god had listened to my prayers. Every time i felt alone she'd just come to me, stay by my side and i felt alone no more. She had a solution to every problem, and for me that was her smile. It made my day. Her voice, her laugh and whenever i teased her, her angry scolding were the best sound one can listen. And when she gets angry, for real, you'd try your best to make her smile. I'd trust my life on her hands.
What am I doing? Phone in one hand and earphone hanging from my pocket? Everyone walking around me were staring. I plugged in my earphone, kept it inside my shirt, made it look tidy and started the music player, so it was Jason Mraz I'm Yours. The same song we'd listened together for the first time. It was a cold day, though the sun was shining. We'd went out for the first time, i mean alone, i mean both of us only. After having some lunch we'd gone to the hilltop to see the sun set. Dont know why she wasnt in the right mood. I just knew it though she said she was fine. So we sat on a bench, side by side, she kept her head on my shoulder and said why she had been sad. "There is a girls head on my shoulder???" "wow she trust me" I'd never felt that way. She was telling her story. and out of nowhere i held her arm tightly. She looked at me and smiled an again leaned on my shoulder. Then we kept on talking and watched the sunset. We walked home and near her home i gave my hand to shake and say bye. She said,"Are we business men to shake hands???" and gave me a tight hug. i could even feel her heart beat. "WOW! The best feeling I'd ever had." with a big smile she said Bye. I'd never wanted that day to end.
"Aaaaam yooooursss "Song ended. Why am I thinking this? I'd even missed the chorus. "What is happening to you?" i asked myself. And kept on walking. Then yet again it was her on my mind, Those were the days, had nothing to worry about, we'd live near see each other everyday though we were not in the same college. You'd move so far away, its even harder to see each other. Its harder because i cannot share my things with you, and its more harder because whenever you need me, i'm not there.This burning feeling in my heart not being able to see you, your beautiful smile that made my day, made my troubles go away, kills me everyday. And from the day that boy of your class proposed you, my temper had gone bad to worst these days. I'd ask god why?? Why was this happening? Missed you so bad, each day, each hour, each minute each second i was living. Why was this pain in my chest, like someone was continuously poking me in my heart with a thumb pin But finally I was going to meet her.
So singing the only song I could play on my guitar , I saw her standing there, brown cowboy boots, black woolen sweater, a jeans and open long hair, with a mixed emotion of anger and happiness. She waved at me and i waved back with a big smile on my face. Just couldn't stop smiling, After 5 months she was there in front of me. As i reached her, she scolded me,"Couldn't you come on time??" And there she was, the most beautiful view my eyes could see, screaming at me, the most beautiful sound my ears could hear, I was so pleased to see her. I paused for a minute, n said sorry, then she gave me a tight hug and with her in my arms , we went to our favorite cafe to have our special pastry.
